Family Sadness

I have had this sick uneasy feeling since yesterday. This evening I found out the source of my feeling. My dear sweet sister-in-law miscarried today. There is profound sadness in my heart. My brother and sister have had this sorrow before. I didn't even find out that she was pregnant till today, the day she lost the baby (this is not unusual because of their past experiences). I want to get these feelings out so I don't have to have them alone, but I can't even write. I want to cry for them.